The Two Choices...

Im really getting bored of posting just poems here...so here's a change....let me tell you about "The two choices" in my life....

I always had two choices in my life....this or that,here or there,take or leave...!!it all started long back when i was happily sleeping in my mom's tummy...it happened a few days after i realised iam alive or existed.... I was inside something,floating...i could hear voices...!but see none...so i waited.Then oneday i heard a voice refering to me..."child,wake up..." I was so confused but glad that someone could talk to me...the voice said,"Iam God...Im the one who created you,destined your parents and family...." all i could say was,"Oh..." again the voice said,"Iam here to give you two choices...HEAVEN or EARTH??....the one you choose between the two will be your fate...What would you want my child...??"
I was so small,just a few days back i knew i existed...i dont know wts heaven and wts earth...! i asked,"Wts both??" God said,"Child...the place your now,is heaven....your inside your mother,she loves you and will take care of everything for you...and the outside is earth,where you do things on your own..." so...thats the difference i thought...i liked the place i was in...so i said,"Dear god..." wait wait....my parents say im a very stubborn child,hence i must have said,"Hey god,thx for the choices...il take HEAVEN...i love it here..." then god left saying, "So be it my child,you will be in heaven..."
So there i was,enjoying myself daily....sleeping and sleeping...rolling and rolling...i started hearing voices clearly...people around talking to my mom,telling to be safe....no idea for what...!!then i used to enjoy the songs my mom used to sing for me...complaints abt my dad...the name she's gonna call me...I also used to hear a voice of a small child. He everytime calls my mom as his mom!! and used to talk about something called"school" everyday....!asking when i will come out...!y the hell does he want me out..!Thus went days and months...but oneday something happened...my mom was'nt feeling well i suppose,she was crying and people around saying,"its abt time..." abt time for what..!!Y doesnt anyone explain me anything...suddenly i couldnt breathe...i stopped floating,i could feel my mom's pain....wt are they doing to her...!!?i was so scared and found myself moving...then everything went black...!boooch...!
When i opened my eyes again,i was somewhere else...!somewhere bright and largeeee!!terrified was I...!they have done something to my mom and separated me. from her..i was abt to cry,bt then..i heard her voice...my mummy's voice...!someone was carrying me,to a lady in a bed...i dint know what to do...i just kept staring,she was beautiful...she took me from that person and smiled at me...i dont know whether to smile back or wt..!"just keep staring",i told myself...then she said i was cute..." Am I...!",i thought...so cute means something good and...Heyyyy wait....i know this voice...this is my mummmmmy...!iiiiii!so this is my mom...! But wt am i doing outside her??!
Then it struck me....!its all god!!this is supposed to be EARTH...!Ohhh!why did he do this to me...!Iwas so angry...he has betrayed me...!i was bursting out in anger,sry...inside in anger.But then something happened and i liked it...my mom kissed me...she held my fingers and was looking into my eyes...i was staring into hers. Suddenly something like water came from her eyes...still smiling at me,she kissed me again saying something nice..."Hmmmm i love it outside",i thought...maybe i could have never got these if i had been hiding inside forever...!
People started coming to see me...mom was introducing me to everyone..all said,"ahhh"..."ohh"..."cute child"..."just like her mother" and etc..etc...then i saw my dad,his voice was different not so sweet like my mom...he was very happy to see me..called me sweet names..!wt should i do..!? "keep staring" i told myself...so did i. Time went by...then came a small boy,sort of a bag in his shoulders...he came running to my mom and asked abt me...Sooo ur that "school" story kid calling my mother as his...!!my mom introduced me to him as his "sister" me...!!his sis.!oh...and he as my "brother". The kid glanced at me and was smiling...asked when i could play with him and all stuff!! he again started his "school" thing...i kept staring at him as he jumped about saying things...."i sort of like him...",i thought...he was cute and resembled my mom in some way and my dad in the other...!and was always happy to see me...!thats wt i liked abt him...He keeps on talking to my mom abt this and that and my mom seems to enjoy everything....so do i...!
Hrs later i came to understand everthing..!this is my FAMILY....my dad, my mom,my brother and now me...!my brother had been like me before,enjoying inside and then god asusual had tricked him outside with two choices...!or is it only me with Two choices....!!?then i found many small one's like me...we all looked small but we differed..!They did something called "yelling"...terribly...! I was the only one not doing that stuff but i was the only one to be happy abt that..!my parents were worried that i dint "yell"...! "Oh come on...should'nt you be happy abt that...!!",thought I...
Then came God 'again' and my Second TWO CHOICES in life....wait to hear...